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016. 💥 TXT; UN: BOMBSHELL

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alright, u stupid hunk of junk. are u going to start sending my messages now or what?

isha.

i dont know if ure here. i mean, ive looked through this a million times and i cant tell what kind of username u'd make for urself. i thought maybe scuttle butt, but. i dont see it.

[.........]

or maybe u just dont know how to use these yet.

but

if ure seeing this, its me, jinx. and im here. im not in aldrip, but im on my way there. i need u to either find a safe place, or find an adult.

if u find someone, show them this message and stick with them, ok?

if u want to try writing to me, there should be a keyboard that will pop up for u and itll show u the alphabet. the letters are not going to be in order, but thats ok. its supposed to look like that.

then u press whatever letter u want. start something short. like "hi". then press that little arrow besides the smiley face. or u can use that smiley face button and send one to me if thats easier. think of it like its an arcade game. i know it looks intimidating at first, but ure smart. i know u'll figure it out.

if u come across vander at all, just keep ur distance from him for now.

if hes here.

i dont know what the rules are when it comes to. him.

but everything is going to be ok, i promise. love u, kiddo.

and everyone else

look for a 7-8? year old with braided blue hair like mine. and shes dressed like me, too. she has big golden brown eyes. if she doesnt talk to u, thats normal, she doesnt speak. this place gets pretty jacked, and i just dont want her hurt again. and i know the council or the big wigs have a knack of bringing dead people here sometimes and

[...]

she might be really lost and confused. so. if u find her, please watch over my kid until i get there.

and same goes if u see a beast who doesnt look like hes from here. not the typical aldrip kind of monster. just stay away, dont attack, and let me take care of him.

if any of u see my sister vi, please dont tell her where i am. its important that we stay away from each other. i know shes just going to try and find me

but

trust me. its for the best. she needs to learn how to move on from me.

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video call me.

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can u read this now, silco? so what do i do next? u told me to walk away, and i tried that, but now im back here. if this isn't what u meant by breaking the cycle, do i need to move away to rumpitur? please keep talking to me, i dont want u to go away again.

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[This was a confusing post. Who was this mute little girl Jinx was talking about and too? And what was this about Vander who had been dead for years now?

None of these were questions to ask, not when she referred to him directly. What she typed was equally confusing. Relief at her return overrode his initial questions.]

I can read you clearly now, and this will hopefully last. If you wish to move to Rumpitur, I will not stand in your way, but I would prefer to discuss such a move in person. Which cycle was I instructing you to break?

but what if u disappear when i get back? i still dont know if im talking to *u* or the ghost u.
not that it matters.
i just want u to keep talking to me.

the killing. everyone who gets close to me dies. its always me, no matter what i do or dont do. i want it to stop, and u told me the cycle will end if i find the will to walk away.

Considering we have two ghosts here, I can assure you that I retain a corporeal form, though we are all still in debate about how we exist here. I will keep talking to you. Anything you want.

[Just don't... leave him again. It's been twice now, and he hates it each time even more than the last.]

That is your gift, Jinx. However, if you wish to move on from that, we can work together on that. I don't recall saying that, but it is reasonable. How much time passed for you since you have been gone, Jinx?