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[nilhilistic]

I am curious now, considering what this world is for and what it attempts to do.

Is there a crime you would consider unforgivable? What would it be?

And if that isn't the case, what is your idea of repatriation?

Please, share your thoughts.

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[nilhilistic]

Years and centuries still pale to a dragon.

After all, will you still be here?

cw uhh fantasy self-harm??? idk

[avitus]

I mean....I'm a demon now, so probably, yeah?

[Ugh. He hates thinking about that, actually. Gross. Raizen had survived 700 years of intentional starvation, at the height of his power. If he were to live his life normally, how long would that last? How many of Keiko's descendants would he see...yeah, no. We're closing up that mental road. Out of service, thank u.]

Whatever though, dude. If you're scared to lose to a "little one", that's cool. I hear it's not nice to bully the elderly, anyway.

[Ohh Genkai would have his ass for that comment. He misses her so much.]

[nilhilistic]

[ demons, huh? not something rafal has direct experience with, but he knows of them from other worlds. demon dragons, demons from other realms. they share some distant ancestry at least.

after all, a fell dragon's power stems from the underworld. they raise the corrupted. ]

Then you shouldn't be doing it, should you.

[avitus]

Probably not. But, y'know, I'm a trashy punk delinquent. The sort that's an embarrassment for the whole community.

[Chip on his shoulder??? Never heard of her. This is fine dot jpg.]

So you better watch your ass, old man.

[nilhilistic]

I don't know what that means.

[ trash, certainly. punk? delinquent? who knows. humans make up things all the time. he can't be bothered to keep up with it. ]

But somehow I feel confident that it matters not.

[avitus]

[He does have to doubletake a moment, because how do you react when someone isn't familiar with the concepts that have made up your entire self-image your whole life? But after a moment:]

It means a pain in the ass who doesn't respect his elders. So like I said, watch out.

[nilhilistic]

What a bizarre way to call oneself. And you're proud of this?

[ a "pain in the ass"??? ]

[avitus]

[He shrugs]

I just own it.

[lolol self-esteem whomst.]

[nilhilistic]

You own being . . . a pain in the ass.

[avitus]

Yeah? I mean, I don't have shit to prove to anyone. It's whatever.

[nilhilistic]

But you are proving something, aren't you?

You're playing into their perceptions of you.

[avitus]

I'm just being who I am, man. Whatever other people wanna think about that, I don't care. Doesn't change me.

[nilhilistic]

But you still think of yourself in derogatory terms.

Is that who you are?

[avitus]

[Yusuke...blinks, like someone's telling him the sky is blue, but that's wrong actually, and has he considered it ought to be green?]

I mean...it's not derogatory if it's true, right? Not exactly like I'm polite.

[nilhilistic]

But you treat it as the sole truth. The only truth.

Which is why I asked: Is that who you are?

[avitus]

[The equivalent of the simple dog eee persists in his expression. He shrugs.]

I never really thought about it that hard, I guess. I mean, what's the point worrying about how to explain who you are, right? Like I said, I'm just me.

[nilhilistic]

So you've said multiple times.

Do you know who you are?