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expiationnet2025-03-03 10:59 am
text ⮕ un: punchesu
[alright. so now she's feeling the effects of her Sentencing. she can barely lift her gauntlets now, and... you know what? with the way things are looking right now, she's not about to let all this get in the way of her protecting herself or the people she cares about.]
alright, who has a grudge that they need to work through? could be anyone from here, or at home.
or i guess, how do you forgive people who've fucked with you? would that even work in this case?
whatever. i'm just doing this to get my Sentencing over with. let me know so jerry sees it and i can move on with my life or however the hell this shit goes away.
[send help lmfao-]
alright, who has a grudge that they need to work through? could be anyone from here, or at home.
or i guess, how do you forgive people who've fucked with you? would that even work in this case?
whatever. i'm just doing this to get my Sentencing over with. let me know so jerry sees it and i can move on with my life or however the hell this shit goes away.
[send help lmfao-]

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[she's... definitely thinking about Jinx.]
was she happy to see you again?
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It was complicated by... others.
I did not tell her who I was. But she knew anyway.
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but you didn't really answer the question on whether she was happy or not.
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Because I do not and cannot speak for her.
I don't know, but I would hope so living in the human world in the peace and quiet there.
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doubtful. don't even know your world, but i'm pretty sure that's not a thing.
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Compared to the demon world where 90% of it is kill or be killed - even a human world at war or on the precipice of disaster is rather serene.
I've seen it enough to know.
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can't really imagine it worse than the human world at war constantly.
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Most of it is woods, canyons and rivers. Completely wild and fairly full of other demons looking for someone weaker to take down or stronger to test themselves against.
There are the cities where the now former kings live like Alaric, Tourin and Gandara, but that is more a chess game for who kills who instead of simply chasing each other in the woods.
I’ve heard of peaceful towns for demons who prefer not to fight but I’ve never had a reason to visit them.
Even less now that I’ve somehow involved myself in some form of politics.
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oh politics sucks. I let Caitlyn deal most of that at home, if we have to deal with it at all.
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What the hell is going on in your human world that you are so convinced?
Unfortunate consequences of being hand picked by a king. It isn't all bad but I do miss simply being 'Hiei' in the woods.
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... what was it like when you were just hiei in the woods?
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We are all animals in the end. Did you at least avert disaster or kill your oppressors?
Quieter. No one pissing and whining about the fact I was chosen by the former king they so badly want the attention of. As if she gives a shit about any of it anymore.
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people get jealous of that, so i'm not surprised. don't blame you for wanting a quiet life, though.
[it sure would be nice for her, too. maybe it's why she had clung to it so hard in Aldrip for so long...]
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It can. Sometimes, though, it is the only way to establish that you will not be toyed with.
It hasn't been quiet since I ran into my now partner by accident in the human world. I don't know if it will be again for a long time, actually. But as demons there are centuries ahead so I'm sure he would tell me some bullshit about patience.
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ah, yeah. patience isn't really my strong point, either. even in my short mortal life.
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Many use the idea of collateral damage as leverage. It works, but only if you can shoulder the consequences. Mukuro used that for the most part in her heyday.
People do not argue when they are afraid.
I doubt it will become mine. But when most of the demons you associate with have a thousand or so years in you it becomes their favorite plucking point.
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eh, even if I lived for thousands of years, I probably wouldn't have any either. if things don't go my way in the here and now it's annoying.
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Then you figure out who the strongest is by the last survivor, so far as demon world is concerned.
Yes. I don’t see that changing for me, either.
If I end up making it that far. Nothing is guaranteed after all.
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nope. you can lose it all in the blink of an eye.
[and oh, she knows exactly how true that is.]
you only live once. in some universes, anyway.
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Then you forget what you were fighting about until someone comes up with something new. Or the old idea just different enough.
I happen to know someone who has died and come back twice, in our world.
I wouldn’t want it but I am also unsure I would have a choice.
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people who die here come back, don't know if you've dealt with that great piece of information yet.
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Remade? As in resurrected?
Yusuke in our group has come back to life twice now. Despite my.. transgressions against spirit world I have a feeling if I was needed for something they would find a way to revive me for their means. Or so the others shut up, more likely.
I know. One of ours was killed and I don’t know if his killer realizes how thankful he ought to be that he does not want something like revenge.
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[Vander had been... in there, somewhere. but he'd been changed, like so many other people she'd known as a teenager.]
Yusuke's a lucky bastard, then.
revenge isn't all it's cracked up to be, anyway. trust me.
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By being vague you are implying they were different, I'm assuming?
Mostly he is just stupid.
Incorrect, but considering how fragile human life is I will let it pass.
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so you really think that when you get revenge everything just gets better? there was no satisfaction in it for me.
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