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[grappler]

[alright. so now she's feeling the effects of her Sentencing. she can barely lift her gauntlets now, and... you know what? with the way things are looking right now, she's not about to let all this get in the way of her protecting herself or the people she cares about.]

alright, who has a grudge that they need to work through? could be anyone from here, or at home.

or i guess, how do you forgive people who've fucked with you? would that even work in this case?

whatever. i'm just doing this to get my Sentencing over with. let me know so jerry sees it and i can move on with my life or however the hell this shit goes away.

[send help lmfao-]

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[endcaller]

Why hope such things only to be dashed against the rocks of disappointment later?

[grappler]

[man. man!! why is he talking about some of the ways that she also feels at times--]

because life kinda sucks when you're miserable all the time. those memories that you make will be with you forever.

[endcaller]

Aye, but remembering happier times when in the throes of despair leads only to more suffering.

Happiness is a cruel lie. 'Tis a poison with a sweet taste. We are given a moment of bliss that curses us to a lifetime of senseless yearning.

[grappler]

but those happier times are what keeps us going. a hope that you'll find that happiness again, even if it seems far-fetched.

because... why live at all if you don't have that sort of hope?

[you'd get a VERY different answer if her canon point was six months before her current one-]

[endcaller]

Why indeed?

Keeping such hope alive is exhausting. Better to give up, I think.

[grappler]

life is exhausting.

so, what? what does giving up even look like to you?

cw: suicidal ideation

[endcaller]

Why, dying of course! We give up by dying.

lmfao fanny.......

[grappler]

[. . .]

oookay.

so then why don't you do it, if life is that bad to you?

[VI THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU ASK PEOPLE-]

not here, obviously. you alive at home?

cw: suicidal reference (I'm sorry)

[endcaller]

My!

What a question!

[He clears his throat as if preparing a long speech, then...]

No. I'm quite dead.

[grappler]

[oh.

hm]

well, i guess you got your wish. probably sucks you can't die here too, huh?

[endcaller]

Mmm...

'Tis not ideal, I admit. But mayhap I can do something about that.

There must be a way to overload the resurrection system and break it. Return this star to some semblance of natural order...

[grappler]

[bruh...]

you that hellbent on dying again? for real?

sorry to break it to you, I doubt you're going to break it anytime soon.

cw: suicidal ideation

[endcaller]

HA!

I assure you, where there is a will, there is a way.

[He lets that hang for a moment, then...]

...Though, if you would know the truth, while my resolve to die is as steadfast as ever, I've no intention of going just yet. I would leave too many questions about this place unanswered.

You are wretched at talking people through their grudges, by the way.

[grappler]

yeah, I know. that's why this sentencing is bullshit. gotta make it hard I guess, even though sometimes people get the easy shit.

[life just hates her.]