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016. 💥 TXT; UN: BOMBSHELL

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alright, u stupid hunk of junk. are u going to start sending my messages now or what?

isha.

i dont know if ure here. i mean, ive looked through this a million times and i cant tell what kind of username u'd make for urself. i thought maybe scuttle butt, but. i dont see it.

[.........]

or maybe u just dont know how to use these yet.

but

if ure seeing this, its me, jinx. and im here. im not in aldrip, but im on my way there. i need u to either find a safe place, or find an adult.

if u find someone, show them this message and stick with them, ok?

if u want to try writing to me, there should be a keyboard that will pop up for u and itll show u the alphabet. the letters are not going to be in order, but thats ok. its supposed to look like that.

then u press whatever letter u want. start something short. like "hi". then press that little arrow besides the smiley face. or u can use that smiley face button and send one to me if thats easier. think of it like its an arcade game. i know it looks intimidating at first, but ure smart. i know u'll figure it out.

if u come across vander at all, just keep ur distance from him for now.

if hes here.

i dont know what the rules are when it comes to. him.

but everything is going to be ok, i promise. love u, kiddo.

and everyone else

look for a 7-8? year old with braided blue hair like mine. and shes dressed like me, too. she has big golden brown eyes. if she doesnt talk to u, thats normal, she doesnt speak. this place gets pretty jacked, and i just dont want her hurt again. and i know the council or the big wigs have a knack of bringing dead people here sometimes and

[...]

she might be really lost and confused. so. if u find her, please watch over my kid until i get there.

and same goes if u see a beast who doesnt look like hes from here. not the typical aldrip kind of monster. just stay away, dont attack, and let me take care of him.

if any of u see my sister vi, please dont tell her where i am. its important that we stay away from each other. i know shes just going to try and find me

but

trust me. its for the best. she needs to learn how to move on from me.

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video call me.

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can u read this now, silco? so what do i do next? u told me to walk away, and i tried that, but now im back here. if this isn't what u meant by breaking the cycle, do i need to move away to rumpitur? please keep talking to me, i dont want u to go away again.

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I did what I could to protect you and provide you opportunities to develop into who you were meant to be.

[He had put much of his own traumas on her too. She was the last of Felicia's legacy or so he thought, and Jinx was always special.]

Even when it might not seem like it, I always tried to make you as much of my priority as Zaun. I asked you to do things you fought me on, and your actions shaped some of the decisions that I made. Do you remember everything of your time here in Aldrip?

yea, and i know that's not easy. juggling priorities and making sure one doesn't get jealous of the other. but now i know, just because there are others u care about, doesnt mean u love any of them any less. theyre all important.

and you betcha! i remember everything of aldrip. all jammed in my noggin.

and i KNNOOOOOW this is NOT the time and place for me to bring this up, buuuut mama is walking, and what else am i going to do out here, huh? play i spy with my little eye with myself? booooringg!!

so, about that lover of urs. i know i gave u hell about it. SO much hell. and we're going to pretend i have NO clue who it is. for funises.

i still think mystery guy/girl isnt perfect for u, and i feel theres WAY better fish in the ocean.

but.

if theyre making u happy, then im all for it. because ur happiness is important and u deserve it. sooooooo go mack on them until ur heart explodes with blood going everywhere and everyone screams!

Edited 2024-12-24 05:41 (UTC)

[That was... oddly mature. She certainly hadn't developed that kind of maturity from him, so who knew where she had discovered it.]

Who are you and what have you done with my daughter? There hasn't been a single random change of subject or inappropriate joke or nickname yet.

[A rare moment where he tried for a little levity. Her maturity did create a small amount of discord within him after all, especially when the explosive topic of his significant other emerged in the added reply.

On a tangent, mama? He was going to be grandpa now, wasn't he? He wanted to smoke himself into oblivion for the thought.]

It's Richard Plantagenet.

oh ho ho, dont u worry, mr.silly. im still me.
and its richard?
oh.
wow,
totally.
had noooo idea.
who would have thought? im soooooooooo shocked. 😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮

hows that, pops? did i play my part right? did i sell it? was it believable?

Edited 2024-12-24 06:28 (UTC)

I'll be the judge of that when I lay eyes on you. Touch test required.

[Don't make it weird, Jinx. Except of course she would.]

About as well as your ghost friend squawking about it in a public safe house at me. And I assume the brute knows. Who else?

the what?
u mean the two of u?
mmm no one??
ive never said any names.
okay with charles i miiiiight have namedrop a small bomb...

wait.
how do *u* know that chuck knows?

Who else did you not give names but a run-down summary to? Your chuck decided to play an intervention with me. Publicly. He providing interesting insight to your previous state of mind.

u pretty much said it all right there.

[reading the second message halts her in tracks, not that her father can see.]

i sense a lecture coming.

No lecture. I told you a name. Don't spread it.

[One can maybe tell he's mad because there's no lecture.]

[she could say something there, really say something. and it's all at the tip of her fingers. but instead, jinx will follow up with:]

sir, yes sir. lips sealed.

Good. If you feel the need, we can discuss it further when you arrive.

[He doubted that she would. He'd already picked Charles for a future target; it was challenging too.]

noooot much to discuss that i haven't said what felt like a year ago about this whole thing. but hey, as a guy with a giant forehead once said:

no matter what happened in the past, it's never too late to build something new, blahblahblah philosophy mumbo jumbo.

Edited 2024-12-25 00:49 (UTC)

As long as you understand that you remain my priority regardless of other associates that may be in my circle of attention. Did that saying come from a fortune cookie?

yea, sure, sure. but im fine with them being above me, u know. if u want richard to be ur #1, i dont mind making room. u want to do a romantic getaway for a week or something, knock urselves out!

no, but it came from someone who i *guess* i owe later. if the big wigs drag him to this clink, too.

[He stared at the replied words for several minutes, trying to process them. He experienced a jolt of fear and uncertainty. This wasn't the Jinx he knew. For so long, they had shared a special bond (codependency), and they tended to be very possessive of each other. What was this then? A ruse? A lame attempt of encouragement?

He didn't like it. The sheer idea made him want to cling harder to Jinx. She was his world.]

Absolutely not. No one will displace you for me. We are family. And just who would that be?

duh, of course we are! we'll *always* be family. i'll always be with u even when we're apart. but that doesnt mean u should stop living, u know? like u said, u have others in ur life, and thats ok!

what i want for u and vi is to be happy, it's what i've always wanted. and even if the people u both chosen aren't *my* ideal of a partner for the two of u, and trust me. i STILL think cait is an ugly enforcer hag, and richard is an uppity twig. it doesnt matter, because what matters is that cait is putting a smile on vi's face, and richard is putting one on urs. at least, i HOPE so. if he isnt, theeeeeeeen my bullets will have a few STRONG words for him.

a bug who i can never seem to get rid of no matter how times i smack it away.

Edited 2024-12-25 16:34 (UTC)

I haven't stopped living, and I still am building this world for you, for us. Once we have control, no one can take you from me or harm you. I don't smile, and happiness is plainly overrated. I have no interest in sitting back on my laurels letting life pass me by when there is so much to do. Fleeting moments of pleasure is enough to sustain me. Otherwise, I have you, and that does provide warmth to my bullet hole-ridden heart. Oh. Him. Of course it's him. His persistence is admirable as much as it is irritating.

ure doing all of this for me, and i appreciate it. more than anything. and so what if happiness is overrated? its still a great feeling, and i want u to have that. with me, with richard, or whoever u remotely call as friends.

i just want u to be ok when im *not* around, or when i *cant* be around. thats all.

Edited 2024-12-25 22:30 (UTC)

When I have secured this place and all my ambition has run its course then I will be happy.

[So. Never.]

Are you insinuating that you will be leaving or are planning on moving out?

right.

woah, woah, one step at a time, dad. i just got here.

but if richard isnt on board with moving in with us, but he *wants* u two to live together, then maybe somewhere down the line we could renovate the house. or i can move in to an apartment next door. or u can move into his place.

come on, it dooooesnt take a genius to figure out u two have been crashing together while ive been home this whole time. and i'd hate to come between what the two of u had going on here. i dont want ur stuff to change just because im back.

We have not discussed any manner of living arrangements before. [They did the assumed wordless moving in together.] This is your home. You live here with me for as long as you want to. This is the second time you left, and I don't intent for a third to occur.

[The more she reasonably tries to nudge him away, the more focused he becomes on doing the opposite and cling to her.]

Everything returns to normal because you have returned, nothing more, nothing less.

fine, if u say so, silco.
but.
if things start heading south between u two again and its because of me, i want u to promise to tell me.

im tired of everything getting all screwed up because im in the picture, or all this fighting is because i exist.

i meant it when i said im done running in circles.

I would sooner end things than risk losing you. On that, I will make you that promise. Your actions and decisions change the course of every situation on your whim. Embrace that explosive potential. It is your gift, one I always appreciated.

[he can't see it, but she smiles faintly while reading over his messages. and as much as she wants to keep writing to him...]

i got a long walk ahead of me. i should probably save the battery on this thing so it wont die along the way. ill see u real soon, ok?

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