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hi, its me! jinx, ur favorite loose cannon and demolition diva! im good, how are u? never better.

im in a pissy mood, so WE are going to do something that is fun for me. but firsts thing first:

feast ur eyes on THIS! i know, i know. me? jinx? running a kitty cat cafe? look even a semi crazy chick like me loves these little furballs. and the other me made a KILLER living with this coffee joint. annnd i still remember how to make my famous strawberries n' creme, java chip frappuccino, ristretto, cold brew, and other stuff. soooo why not right? ill still take ur repair orders and junk too. if u need ur guns or weapons made, im still ur girl! i can make ur coffee AND ur bombs at the same time. they go hand in hand anyway.

the first 5 customers who comes to my shop gets to pet and hold fishbones. and THATS a steal offer. so id take it if i were u.

okok on to the fun part!!!!!!!!!💣💥💣💥💣💥

when i get hot and heated, i like to explode my problems away. get rid of them and just shred them into teeny tiny little pieces until they are nothing but worthless worms underneath my boots. have them wiggle all around and watch them fight for survival!

the big wigs or whoever are very picky so how about i blow UR problems away? so. lay it on me. did someone kill u recently and need a cool idea on how to get them back? is someone u love or care for keeping secrets from u and it makes u want to blow up their vocal cords? got into a nasty fight and u want them to apologize to u first cause it's their fault and not urs?

whatever problem u got, jinx is here to listen and give out a few pointers! im a genius, so i know all the answers. keep it anonymous or not, ur choice. i don't care

or if u DONT have a problem and u just miss me and wanna chat, im here for that, too! so let's go go go go go 🙈🙉🙊

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Your like or dislike of people in this place is for you to decide. As it has always been here and back in Runeterra, though it remains pleasing that you have developed close connections with some of the other Chosen. I have been honest with you, Jinx. I told you that I had met someone, but it was you who remains completely dissatisfied that I have kept their identity to myself. My loyalty to you remains, but if my years of proving that to you will be so easily discarded over a sexual partner, I don't know what to tell you. Threatening me now?

ooooh oooooooohhh DONT pull that crap. do u really want me to bring up how u found out vi came back and u tried to hide THAT from me?

this is THAT all over again! except this time, im trying to be more adult about this than i was back then! im trying to be more understanding, more accepting, but ure making this so damn hard!!

ive said i wont hurt u
ive said i wont hurt THEM
ive said i wont break u 2 up
i fessed up i have some weird feelings about ekko
ive told u ABOUT ekko

what else do u want from me?! what else do i need to do to show that its OK for u to freaking tell me?! want me to crush all my weapons and forbid using them for a year or something to prove that i wont? want me to surrender the hex gemstone to u so u can give them as a gift? want me to chop my hair to prove how serious i am???

im trying to be a better daughter to u, a better weapon, a better EVERYTHING because of what ive done to u TWICE and i feel like ure not letting me.

look at us. we're fighting over something so stupid!!!

We both are well aware of what 'sitting back and polishing your guns' means, Jinx. I've put you in situations far too often where you use them to not understand the kinds of places that you will or where you intend to. Your sister and my personal pleasure are very different scenarios.

[That's all he could say on that choice back then because he was stubborn about this stupid truce that Vi had cornered him in. After all, them not speaking actually benefitted him far more than it could ever benefit her. So he's uphold it.

Now, deep breath, Silco.]

I want you to respect my boundary in keeping the identity to myself. Nothing more, nothing less. I will tell you when I am ready to, and it is no slight to you or the trust that we have with each other. You are my family, my daughter, and that will never change. I understand that you are trying to protect me, and I appreciate your efforts in that. I want you to be happy, and I expect that the reverse is true for you towards me. What I have currently and how I have it provides me a measure of contentment.

fine. u want me to respect ur freaking boundaries even though i had come clean about ekko because THATS SOOOOO FAIR, fine. ure the parent. and father knows best.

if u ever do decide to tell me its richard after all of this denial, calling me crazy, making me seem im delusional, and im living in a fantasy world and junk, i hope u know its something i wont forgive either of u for. we can still be a family, and u'll always be my dad and i will love u forever, but im always going to be upset with u about this.

i dont like it when people mess with my head on purpose, its cruel and its wicked. and it hurts to know he became THAT important to u that u are perfectly OK with messing up my head like this. it feels like im losing u after all.

whatever. gemstone is on the table, so are my weapons, my gas mask and shimmer. u can keep it. if u need me, ill be in my room.

[Someone is pinching the bridge of their nose. He should have expected this, but honestly, she hadn't cared for his brief physical associates. Of course he had been paying them...]

Neither do I appreciate anyone messing with your head and your perception of the world. This place does it enough without anything that I do to contribute to that; we have worked hard together to have a safe space together. If Richard has said you are insane, I will deal with him. I don't want your items. Keep them with you, Jinx.

i dont want them either.

if u need me to do something, just knock.

I'll put them outside of your room then.

if u want. since ure going to talk to richard anyway, u can tell him ill leave him alone too.

and if he wants something, he can go to ekko. hes next in charge if im not.

Edited 2024-09-02 20:04 (UTC)

It won't be that type of conversation. You can tell him that yourself or have your second in command do so on your behalf.

i dont know. maybe ill just let him run the whole thing after all.

vi was right. im not going to make a difference here. ekko is way more likable than me and people are already think he can make change here.

if i cant even fix our relationship and i keep screwing us up, then how in the hell can i help anyone else here?

You're going to stop that topic right this moment. You are fully capable of leadership, and, if you give up this endeavor, you'll be proving her right and failing yourself. We are family. It's different than leadership.

im sorry.

Don't be. Continue with your revolution as you planned.

no, i mean. for everything. i just want things to go back the way it used to.

Edited 2024-09-02 20:46 (UTC)

That's not possible, and I know you know that. We exist as we are now based on what we've experienced.

Edited 2024-09-02 20:48 (UTC)

i wish it was.

I know and that's valid. However, I would prefer you forward facing. You have a revolution ahead of you.

maybe a little later. i think i just need to hide in my room for a bit.

Very well. I'll place your things outside your door when I arrive home.

ok.

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