audio, start of september

[bonobos]

[ feed starts.

there is a pronounced silence. then-- ]

I got a thing for that stupid clown.

[ ??? ]

I'm only doing this 'cause he said something about how he's my dirty secret or whatever a few weeks ago and I'm pretty sure he's upset about it so yeah. There it is. Don't say I never did anything for you. Asshole.

[ message over, that is... somehow all he wanted to say. wow. ]

Comments

[traumaticus]

have you been discussing with your father about these fantasies of yours?

[opheliac]

uughhhhhh are u kidding??? u STILL want to keep this up?

sheesh, and THIS is why i prefer weapons than humans. weapons are straight forward, they tell things like it is, and NOBODY beats around the bush. theyre all HONEST with themselves. but humans are so fickled with EVERYTHING.

here i am TRYING to be mature, and to handle all of this in a civil way with no bloods and guts attached and EVERY TIME i try to play the "nice girl" card like people are BEGGING me to, i get shit in return and then i have to force my hand to do something nasty.

and when i DO something nasty, u all start whining that i hurt this person, i killed that person, "jiiiinx why did u do thaaaaaaaaaaaat" cry cry cry. and i say weeell, if u just stop being a stubborn brat, we wouldnt be in this mess. it wont be MY fault, it'll be ur fault.

so.

u 2 want to do this hard way? fiiiine, thats fine. dont say i didnt try to make this painless, because i definitely did. ill save this conversation to my phone JUST to prove it. so dont come crying to me if i keep getting angrier at the both of u because u 2 couldnt just fess up to something when I fessed up to my shit to MY dad.

and DONT come crying to me if my hands start to get a little messy. or bloody or something.

still wont hurt u OR him. i easily could, but i wont. but im also VERY creative, so ill just do things another way.

[traumaticus]

[.. yeah, sorry Jinx. he has no idea what you're going on about here?

so he's going to perform the art of Leaving You On Read.]