[ One of the only means for defeating the Shadows from Minato's home world.
A moment passes. Minato's aware Personas could manifest in other ways. Yu's and Akira's Persona awakenings had been radically different from his own, but since Sha-Ming's asking him in particular, ]
Back home, only people who accepted their own deaths and were unafraid of confronting it could summon them.
[ Because it is. In truth, even to this day Minato's not entirely sure he knows what Shadows really were. What Nyx really was. ]
But... if we didn't, my home world wouldn't survive.
[ Sha-Ming's second question is equally simple. Minato meets Sha-Ming's gaze, a steady certainty in his eyes. He's unafraid of the subject matter that's unearthed itself within their conversation. ]
It happens to all of us.
[ It's already happened to me. ]
...you can't run from it. So there's no point in being afraid.
[ his jaw tenses, teeth gnashing. it’s the first time minato’ll see it — a flare of earnest anger in his eyes. ]
What the hell do you mean there’s no point in being afraid…!?
[ the floodgates open, a dam spilling over. memories of minato, always so reluctant to live, intermingle with creatures in the warm sunlight, so desperate to live. ]
Everything in this galaxy wants to live! Of course you should be scared — you’re supposed to have dreams, desires, things you wanna do…! Nobody’s born for a reason or purpose… they just are, and that’s enough reason to wanna live your life!
So yeah, I’m fucking scared, and you sure as hell should be too!
[ The ardent anger punches through, shattering a hole in what Minato always considered an inevitability. He blinks, momentarily stunned and wholly unprepared for Sha-Ming's pushback.
Was death truly such a terrifying prospect, that Sha-Ming would readily confess to being afraid? ]
It's --
[ It's the only thing that's guaranteed for each individual. Was that not comforting in its own way? He can't get the words out though, not in the face of Sha-Ming's earnest rebuttal. ]
...it will happen to you someday.
[ The word "you," perhaps, conspicuously replacing the word "us". ]
It's... okay. That's what makes everything you do before it happens meaningful, doesn't it?
[ Dreams, desires, things you wanted to do. The people you meet along the way. The value of them all, amplified greatly by the fact that mortality hangs like a shroud over it, preparing to someday descend. ]
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Are they... animals?
[ strange question, but-- ]
Like-- do they have...thoughts and needs of their own, or...?
[ or are they just... a figment of the mind altogether? ]
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They don't have needs of their own, but... sometimes they act on their own.
[ Like a Persona user losing control of their Persona, or where a Persona turns on its own summoner.
He shrugs. ]
But that's when a Persona user loses control.
[ Not him, basically. ]
...I have some that look like animals though.
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Shit. What the hell…?
[ more importantly: ]
Control, huh. …Whaddya even use ‘em for? Are they like… companions? Or an army or what?
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[ One of the only means for defeating the Shadows from Minato's home world.
A moment passes. Minato's aware Personas could manifest in other ways. Yu's and Akira's Persona awakenings had been radically different from his own, but since Sha-Ming's asking him in particular, ]
Back home, only people who accepted their own deaths and were unafraid of confronting it could summon them.
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What are you fighting?
[ and more importantly: ]
And... why would you accept your own death, just like that...?
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It's a simple question, and yet -- ]
...it's hard to explain.
[ Because it is. In truth, even to this day Minato's not entirely sure he knows what Shadows really were. What Nyx really was. ]
But... if we didn't, my home world wouldn't survive.
[ Sha-Ming's second question is equally simple. Minato meets Sha-Ming's gaze, a steady certainty in his eyes. He's unafraid of the subject matter that's unearthed itself within their conversation. ]
It happens to all of us.
[ It's already happened to me. ]
...you can't run from it. So there's no point in being afraid.
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[ his jaw tenses, teeth gnashing. it’s the first time minato’ll see it — a flare of earnest anger in his eyes. ]
What the hell do you mean there’s no point in being afraid…!?
[ the floodgates open, a dam spilling over. memories of minato, always so reluctant to live, intermingle with creatures in the warm sunlight, so desperate to live. ]
Everything in this galaxy wants to live! Of course you should be scared — you’re supposed to have dreams, desires, things you wanna do…! Nobody’s born for a reason or purpose… they just are, and that’s enough reason to wanna live your life!
So yeah, I’m fucking scared, and you sure as hell should be too!
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Was death truly such a terrifying prospect, that Sha-Ming would readily confess to being afraid? ]
It's --
[ It's the only thing that's guaranteed for each individual. Was that not comforting in its own way? He can't get the words out though, not in the face of Sha-Ming's earnest rebuttal. ]
...it will happen to you someday.
[ The word "you," perhaps, conspicuously replacing the word "us". ]
It's... okay. That's what makes everything you do before it happens meaningful, doesn't it?
[ Dreams, desires, things you wanted to do. The people you meet along the way. The value of them all, amplified greatly by the fact that mortality hangs like a shroud over it, preparing to someday descend. ]