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My name is Beta.

I was created, not born. And my creators controlled everything.

[ at least she's used to everyone back home knowing this, so sharing it doesn't feel weird.

making the post takes all the deep breathing and pacing out her anxious energy she has, hands trembling unseen the entire time. ]

Obtaining or cooking food, paying for things, even washing clothing. I don't know how to do...anything for myself. I don't know if I'm even capable of surviving alone. I need to learn.

All I can offer in return here is information or education - Physics, chemistry, geo-engineering, computer science and programming, among others. I haven't seen the necessary materials, but I can create too. I was raised on 31st century technology.

I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but... I need help.

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no need to be shy, raggie. its SUPER normal for humans to feel things. even the BIG things. i bet this beta chick will agree with me!

[ the innuendo going right over her head: ]

Experiencing emotions is a normal aspect of the human experience, yes.

ding ding ding! exactly! target hit! completely and utterly ANNIHILATION!!

[ you know what, she'll take it

file that in the successful social interaction pile ]

Congratulations on winning?

thanks! i feel like a winner. but i always win so i always FEEL GREAT!

What do you usually win?

whatever i want.

You sound like a confident person.

[ she's jealous. ]

when ure a demolition diva like me, of course u are!

You work with explosives?

Yep. You're talking to THE best bomb maker around.

Do you need them a lot here?

nope, thats why im the best.

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oh I feel A LOT of things

anger
annoyance
irritation
frustration

you name it

then u know what u have got to do to fix that.

kill someone?

SURE, LET'S GO! whos on the hit list?

haven't decided yet
that Jerry asshole sure is a contender though

OH OH OH OH! u want to kill him too??!?! raggie!!! ragggggiiiiieeeee. lets do it together. we can finally use our partnership for what its meant for! hes made of steel u know. so we cant hurt him using ur fists and junk. buuuuut i bet we can blow him up! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

that so?
I guess we'll find out how durable he is if he happens to show up after the whole sentencing fiasco

[ He assumes that if he doesn't do anything about the Council's judgement, Jerry is bound to come after him eventually. ]

yeah. thats what happened to my hand. i punched him and it was like punching metal. THEN he slammed me on the table. rude right???? no way to treat a girl. my dad thinks we shouldn't do anything until we learn more about him and the council since right now, they have the upper hand.

[ ... Now he has even more reasons to murder the guy. ]

fair point
but if he gets in my way, I can't promise not to gut him on the spot

since part of our partnership is U protecting me and ME protecting U, go ahead. i dont mind watching. i like to sometimes. by the way, tip. he knows where we live. when i didnt answer his messages or show up to his lil meeting, he broke into my house. oh AND hes quick. i tried to shoot him too. dodged them all.

Edited 2023-10-26 21:16 (UTC)