beta d̶e̶s̶p̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶z̶e̶n̶i̶t̶h̶s (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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expiationnet2023-10-22 03:00 pm
nobetawedielike) wrote in expiationnet2023-10-22 03:00 pm
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My name is Beta.
I was created, not born. And my creators controlled everything.
[ at least she's used to everyone back home knowing this, so sharing it doesn't feel weird.
making the post takes all the deep breathing and pacing out her anxious energy she has, hands trembling unseen the entire time. ]
Obtaining or cooking food, paying for things, even washing clothing. I don't know how to do...anything for myself. I don't know if I'm even capable of surviving alone. I need to learn.
All I can offer in return here is information or education - Physics, chemistry, geo-engineering, computer science and programming, among others. I haven't seen the necessary materials, but I can create too. I was raised on 31st century technology.
I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but... I need help.
I was created, not born. And my creators controlled everything.
[ at least she's used to everyone back home knowing this, so sharing it doesn't feel weird.
making the post takes all the deep breathing and pacing out her anxious energy she has, hands trembling unseen the entire time. ]
Obtaining or cooking food, paying for things, even washing clothing. I don't know how to do...anything for myself. I don't know if I'm even capable of surviving alone. I need to learn.
All I can offer in return here is information or education - Physics, chemistry, geo-engineering, computer science and programming, among others. I haven't seen the necessary materials, but I can create too. I was raised on 31st century technology.
I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but... I need help.
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do I get a written guarantee you won't blow me up together with him?
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see, this is exactly why I don't do this teamwork crap
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I fucking dare you
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don't count on it though