Ah. So that's the issue? We loathe each other because we share a connection. I can count on him with my life at any given minute, and he does exactly what I need done - because I knew he would, and he knows I would, too. It's a stupid, disgusting, unwilling symbiosis that if either of us were to truly step away, both of us would die. It's been like this from the moment we met when we were children, down to now.