[ he's . . . not sure. what he's done is surely unforgivable, but other than nel, the emblems and the last of the four winds, there's no one left to condemn him.
perhaps being rafal was the real crime. his utter failure to grasp his own worth, to understand, to believe he could be . . . loved. allowed to live. to have a place where he could belong. but he admitted to that, then everything becomes pointless. he chose to live. he chose to stay by nel. he chose to make amends.
finally, he shakes his head. ]
I do not know. I do not consider myself a forgiving person but . . . I do not have an answer.
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perhaps being rafal was the real crime. his utter failure to grasp his own worth, to understand, to believe he could be . . . loved. allowed to live. to have a place where he could belong. but he admitted to that, then everything becomes pointless. he chose to live. he chose to stay by nel. he chose to make amends.
finally, he shakes his head. ]
I do not know. I do not consider myself a forgiving person but . . . I do not have an answer.