[ he was forgiven. graciously so. by nel. by the emblems. by the people. even by alear. he was given a chance to go to a new world. to begin again. so many opportunities. so much kindness. and yet, he cannot shake it off. the guilt. the regret. the failure.
he wonders . . . if nil was alive, if nil could see him, would nil have forgiven him? he wants to believe it but he fears the answer. ]
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he wonders . . . if nil was alive, if nil could see him, would nil have forgiven him? he wants to believe it but he fears the answer. ]
I don't want to hurt people by being me.