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[nilhilistic]

Greetings, people of Aldrip.

I am a new arrival to this place. My name is Rafal. I am a dragon from another world. As familiar as I am with the mechanics of multiple worlds and travel between then, I am afraid the technology gap here is rather large. I would like to request the aid of a master, someone who is proficient in it and is willing to teach me.

Of course, this does not need to be for free. You are welcome to request a boon or a favor. I lack money at this juncture but I will see to it soon enough. I am no longer in the business of resurrecting the dead and I do not kill for others . . . but I am open-minded in other requests.

Thank you.

— Ah, yes, a picture of my true form since that seems to be a sticking point among skeptics.

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[entreats]

[ Ange exhales, before speaking up with: ]

Sorry, I didn't mean it in that way.

[ It's rare for her to apologize, but when she's thinking back on her own words now, she can kind of see how they came across that way. It's not like her frustration was aimed at him, just at this place, but-- she gets what it sounded like. ]

It's more just that it's annoying that we're dealing with such powerful entities. I really don't know what a girl like me is supposed to do about them if they were even able to trap someone as powerful as you here. I really don't have that much power at all.

[nilhilistic]

[ ah. his expression lessens in severity for a moment as he mulls this over. despite his overwhelming strength and his age, rafal never really looked down at humans. he never loved them the way nel did, caring for the "little ones" as she would put it, but he never saw them as . . . lesser. sombron did, of course, but sombron considered everyone to be lesser to himself.

Everyone has power. It may not seem like much or manifest like mine, but power exists as much in you as it does in me.

I am not fool enough to think my power is the sole power or the greatest. It is simply one facet of power.

Perhaps yours will manifest when the time is right. As it had for me.

[entreats]

[ .. It's such a surprisingly optimistic statement that it kind of hits Ange hard. Relatively hard, anyway.

Just enough for her to be quiet as she tries to process it. Even if she may slowly be getting used to people being more kind to her in some ways, it's the first time anyone has - even slightly - attempted to bolster her confidence about this in particular.

Maybe that's why the girl sounds a little more unsure than a moment ago as she asks: ]

You really think so?

[ It feels kind of dumb to her, asking for confirmation like that, but it's really hard to believe that her power matters when it feels so.. insignificant. Ange often feels like she's outright powerless, especially when the forces she's up against are often so strong. ]

[nilhilistic]

[ rafal nods slowly. he was powerless once, of course. that's why he had to become "nil" and lean on nel's power. that's why he worked so hard, scrapped and scrimped while his true self withered, dying under the gaze of the world.

and here he was. more powerful than nel, than almost anyone. pyrrhic as it may be, it still matters to him. ]

I do. And I'm not in the habit of spouting useless words for no purpose.

People think the only kind of power that matters is destructive, painful strength. They are wrong. I know this for a fact. You will find your own power.

[entreats]

Well.. It sure helps, having that sort of power.

[ Not that Ange fully buys into it either. It sounds like it's a little complicated for her too as she speaks about this. She has seen power that wasn't destructive back home, yet seemed more powerful than any display of strength she has ever seen otherwise.

So she's not arguing the point. But she can't help but think about this out loud for once, instead of keeping it all to herself. Maybe the things he's saying give her the confidence that she can tell him these things without being ridiculed. That he'll realize she's being serious, and even a little more vulnerable than she usually allows herself to be. He has seemed entirely reasonable so far.

So.. ]

If someone here really had that kind of destructive strength, then surely they'd be able to force the people keeping us here to let go of us, right..? Sometimes I can't help but think of that, especially since some of us have been stuck here for so long now. I've tried investigating so many times, but it never feels like it's enough by itself. [ ... ] I couldn't help but blame that on my own lack of power.

It probably sounds dumb, putting it that way.

[nilhilistic]

Not necessarily. These people have control of a world. For all we know, they can simply make more. Destruction doesn't necessarily guarantee success.

[ he pauses, mulling over her words. ]

I can understand the frustration. Especially over a long period of time. It is hard to believe.

But what I said is true. Power is more than simply beating down enemies or killing.

[entreats]

[ The girl is quiet for a second, seeming to take it in until she exhales. ]

Alright. Let's hope then that I can develop some sort of power relating to inter-dimensional travel then so I can get everyone who wants to leave home, huh? [ It's said a little dryly, though - like Ange at least doesn't believe anything to that extent will happen.

Unfortunately, considering how bad she wants out. ]

So far all I know are a few small magic tricks, but it's been difficult to find out how I can do more with it in this place. The person who taught me magic back home isn't here.

[nilhilistic]

[ hm. rafal cocks his head at her. ]

Can you not learn magic from another source? Surely some competent mages reside here.

[entreats]

That's the problem. Multiple people have offered to help me with my magic here, but every single time they do, they disappear really soon after.

It's almost starting to seem like a curse.

[ Ange's tone is dry enough that she's likely just being deadpan about that, but-- at the same time, she would believe it at this point, honestly. Maybe an attempt on the part of the beings in charge to keep her in check. ]

[nilhilistic]

[ hm. ]

None of my magics are suitable for humans.

However . . . you should speak to Ethlyn.

[entreats]

Ah.. Yeah, I know Ethlyn.

[ It helps when both of them have been in this place for a long time now. It would've been difficult to not have encountered her at this point.. ]

I don't really think her kind of magic and mine are compatible though. I'm not exactly the healer type, to put it mildly. [ Not even necessarily because of something about her personality. It's just that Ange has mostly only managed to use her powers to hurt things, rather than heal them.. ]

Thanks for trying to help think along about it, though. It's not like you had to. [ But he did it anyway. That does say something about him from Ange's point of view. ]

[nilhilistic]

[ so she does have magic? odd. why search out new magic then?

oh well. she must have her reasons. ]

You're welcome. It was of no difficulty.