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Scott 'has zero self-respect' Summers ([personal profile] laserguy) wrote in [community profile] expiationnet2024-04-03 09:13 pm

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[Quentin's still not back home.

He takes a long breath, mostly to get his feelings somewhat under control. His roommate is a huge asshole, but he's worried and everything. Maybe he should just do text, but whatever, he's going through with this.]


If anyone has seen Quentin Quire around, tell him to stop fucking around and come back. He's uh.

[Fuck, what is his normal hair color?????]

He's a dweeb with a mohawk and glasses. Usually wearing some stupid t-shirt with a slogan on it. Anyway, tell him that his room is starting to smell.

[Please don't be gone. Fuck. Did he get lost in the middle of all this bullshit? Trapped somewhere? Sent 'home?' They just went through that whole stupid thing with the alternative life and now Aldrip is a city, so he's feeling all kind of ways. He's really confused and upset and he doesn't know what he's supposed to do, but he's starting here.]

Oh, I'm calling a mandatory 'we're going to the movie theater' event to all members of TWAT club. Don't feel like going? Too bad, don't care, you're going-- that's what mandatory means. Leader's orders.

[He just wants to do something normal with his friends okay--]
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (I'll stay so deep inside your brain)

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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-04 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Relax, Hot eyes. He's probably off doin' what he does best. Being a douchebag.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-04 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
If he's gone for good, then I'll only be bummed out, 'cause I missed the opportunity to blow him one last kiss with my pistol.

( there's a brief pause on her end, but then she continues on: )

... But really, Scott, if he got swept up in all that junk, why care? He was a jerk to you, a lousy guy to me, and acted like he was mister Know-it-all to everyone else. I might not be a cutesy or a pretty lil' nice girl like all the chicks here, but at least sometimes I care about people. — He made it perfectly clear that he didn't give much of a rat's ass about anyone, but himself.

'Sides, he said he wanted all of us to deal with our own problems. If he's gettin' ripped away by some heebie jeebie realm spacey thing, he can eat his words and handle it by himself.
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opheliac: ಠ╭╮ಠ (And the love inside my ear)

[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-04 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
( she hums a short chuckle, but it's bitter with a dash of hurt sprinkled in if he can decipher it well enough. )

If he cared, then he only cared about you. ( there's another break there as she does her damndest to not feel anything. with this new place/world, she vowed to herself that she will no longer let anyone hurt her again. if anyone is going to feel heartache, cry, or hang someone out to dry, she is going to be the one to do it. she's never going to be on the receiving end of that pain ever again. ) — He was gone for two months before, remember? Then he popped up out of nowhere. So he's probably doin' one of those "me time" things, and then he'll turn up, and bail again.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-04 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
( this is something new. quentin was pissed, sure, but she didn't know the full extent of his anger beyond that the fact she wasn't there to help, and she got injured during her solo mission. but now seeing the bigger picture and not just from a small angle, it just infuriates her a little more. )

All the more freakin' reason to not care where the hell he is! — So he was angry about some people dying, fine, whatever. But takin' it out on you? Me? That's the most screwed up thing you can do. Even I wouldn't stoop that low to hurt someone I love like that.

You can go ahead and believe he cares about us all you want, but action speaks way louder than words in my eyes. And until he proves to me I mean something or anything to him, he's not worth the fuss.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-05 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
( she catches the growth of his tone and, like scott, she attempts to not intensify the situation when a lot of other circumstances are colliding together. especially when there's a question lingering on her tongue about their "other life", and whether their friendship carried-forward.

they're not best friends, but... she enjoyed the feeling of having one, though. would he be interested in filling that spot for her? her lips thin tightly on the other side of the phone as her tone lowered into a hush. )


Well... don't get lost. Or something. This place is pretty jumbo, and it gets pretty confusing without a map. But count me out on the search shindig. I'm leavin' him alone, and dealing with my own crap like he wanted. ... If hypothetically, he's still hanging around somewhere.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-05 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeahyeah, I'll keep an eye out and send him your way if I do.

( if she doesn't punch him in the gut first. but hopefully, the council will let her get away with doing something minor as a jab. especially compared to what she normally does when she is ticked off. at the question, though, jinx can't help but to smile over it. )

You mean besides bashing my head and tryin' to figure out what's real or not? That's a typical every day for me.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-08 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
So... us being best friends...—

( she trails off, muttering this as low as possible, and almost half-hoping scott didn't catch all of her words in time. because what if he doesn't want to be her best friend? she can easily see that, since he seems far closer with other people in aldrip than her. and the thought of it has her heart humming behind her rib cage in jealousy.

scott really has it all, doesn't he? a steady relationship with his girlfriend, happy-go-lucky friends, she hadn't seen anyone get furious or yell at him over things (besides quentin... and... her that one time), and no enemies either. a true golden boy that would blow jayce's status out of the waters. what is he doing different from what she's doing? jinx tried to be nice numerous occasions here, and her life continues to be garbage with mud getting tossed at her face. or maybe it's something as simple as she is a curse and scott isn't damned to hell like she is. a jinx isn't meant to have nice things... no matter how hard she rebels against it. )


— I-I mean, obviously, that's all fake. Why would we be, right? So stupid.

( jinx attempts to bounce back to her aloof and nonchalant attitude. )

We're just... people who chat. And hang out sometimes.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-09 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
... Are you sayin' that just to make me feel better? Because the "others" are telling something else, and I promised them that I'll start listening to them more.

( she feels as if she owes it to her voices to at least hear them out since they helped her "wake up" from the other reality they were in. )
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-10 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I... y'know. "Others".

( the difference between this version of herself and café version is jinx isn't as confident and open about her voices. she tends to dance around the subject and keep it as vague as possible. if people are able to piece the puzzle together on their own, more weight is lifted off her shoulders. )

The... same "others" in the other life we were in. Tellin' me things weren't right...
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-11 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

( admitting that feels so damn hard for her, like she is confessing to something she should keep within her even beyond the grave. but the chosen aren't all idiots (despite her thinking so), and many have caught on about her not being right in the head -- whether they voice it or not. and if several kept their memories like her and scott, then they know about mylo, claggor, and the rest. )

Just... a lotta "I told you so"s and how I oughta listen to 'em because they were right before. ... It's mostly about Quen these days, but I should still keep my distance from everyone. People are good at lying when they need to be.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-12 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
( she hums an amusing chuckle, her teasing smirk oozing through their call as she grazes her boots against concrete and loose pebbles. )

Oh, really? Can't have the puppy whining and scratching on doors, huh? — That'll keep everyone up at night.

( a little rude to say, she knows, but jinx tries to bring some humor into this whole conversation, even if it's dry and not at all funny. well, only to her anyway. )
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-14 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
( thank goodness he can't see her rolling her eyes, but her groaning is inescapable. now whose the one whining? )

I knooooow you're serious. You're serious about eighty percent of the time. But fine, whatever, jeez. I won't zip off and shut everyone out. But I'm not going to be Miss Chatterbox, either. ... Haven't been in the mood.
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[personal profile] opheliac 2024-04-16 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooo, aren't we feisty all the sudden?

( she hums a light chuckle on the other side of his line. )

You gonna tell me how I need to check in with you next?

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