To the contrary, Akechi-kun. That's why I don't despair. I've lost something important to me, as you happened to dangle in front of me before. I won't go through it if I don't remember, you see?

(does it make sense? to understand oneself through understanding others is such a trip - akechi's not dazai's problem, absolutely not. this one, he has left for fyodor, but planting a seed in the boy doesn't sound so bad either.)