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suicideprototype) wrote in
expiationnet2023-02-17 11:07 am
Entry tags:
- caligula overdose: eiji biwasaka,
- caligula overdose: ritsu shikishima,
- final fantasy viii: rinoa heartilly,
- final fantasy viir: aerith gainsborough,
- final fantasy viir: cloud strife,
- marvel's gotg (2021): peter quill,
- original: abe no seimei,
- original: rin nesidri,
- tokyo revengers: takemichi hanagaki
( video )
It seems that no matter where I find myself, flowers always carry a significant meaning, huh...?
[Ritsu has tried to focus the video on Aldrip's flower field, but since he's using a device that's utterly alien to him, he's decided to err on the side of caution and spend maybe a little too long panning over empty scenery. You know, just in case he's too zoomed in, or the image comes out too blurry, or something else of that nature.
Eventually, though, he does adjust it to focus on himself.]
Where I come from, each day is associated with a flower, and if you happen to be born on that day, then that flower is designated your "birth flower."
If you're interested, why not tell me your birthday? In exchange, I'll tell you your birth flower and its meaning. Given the wide selection of flowers here... maybe I'll even be able to find it.
[He has completely neglected to introduce himself, but clearly flowers are more important.]
[Ritsu has tried to focus the video on Aldrip's flower field, but since he's using a device that's utterly alien to him, he's decided to err on the side of caution and spend maybe a little too long panning over empty scenery. You know, just in case he's too zoomed in, or the image comes out too blurry, or something else of that nature.
Eventually, though, he does adjust it to focus on himself.]
Where I come from, each day is associated with a flower, and if you happen to be born on that day, then that flower is designated your "birth flower."
If you're interested, why not tell me your birthday? In exchange, I'll tell you your birth flower and its meaning. Given the wide selection of flowers here... maybe I'll even be able to find it.
[He has completely neglected to introduce himself, but clearly flowers are more important.]

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[She looks a bit puzzled by the question, actually. And it's not because she isn't sure of the answer itself. It's more or less because she's trying to remember if there's ever been a time that she's just... given up on someone. There are some, she knows, that she feels just aren't going to be worth the time, so with those types, she doesn't push very hard. But almost anyone is worth a touch of effort.
Maybe her heart is just too big.]
Usually if someone does something like that, it's not personal. Although it's true that you can't really help anyone who doesn't want to be helped. I guess that's the difference there, too. I don't want to give advice to people and that can be easy to fall into. I just want to listen and support. Maybe that's why it doesn't really bother me.
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[It's probably not an ego thing on her end, then. Often, when a person shapes their identity around their ability to support others, they're just people who want to be perceived as caring or selfless. Savior complexes are pretty common.
But Aerith — at least on the surface — doesn't seem to fit the label. People with savior complexes tend to take rejection pretty poorly, after all.]
That's very admirable. Just don't forget to take care of yourself, too.
Kindness like that... Well, there are people out there who don't have any qualms with exploiting it.
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Impressive considering she certainly doesn't have the appearance of a combatant and she wouldn't label herself as one either.]
It might not seem like it, but I'm pretty good at talking myself out of trouble. Not that I find myself in it very often, honestly. I'm a pretty good judge of what people are like, too. Not perfect, but pretty good!
[Her smile is gentle and reassuring.]
I'll be careful. I don't want to worry anyone. I worry people back home enough already!