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but then he stopped. he could have kept going, but he didnt. the system caused him to leave, just the system made me leave here.

and even if he did do it on purpose, he came back. twice. and he saved me. twice. three times, actually. iiiiif u wanna count one of my dreams he stumbled upon. i think ekko was just angry when he said that. i dont think he really meant it. he would want me to be happy, and without u in my life... he knows how miserable ill be.

maybe he'll hurt me, maybe he won't. and i am scared of that. but i guess whats important is fixing that hurt... when it comes. making things better.

and i dunno. i guess when ure in love, u look at the good.