ha, guess ure right. i did want that before i went back home. and now? i guess im still a little stuck with what i want. and who i am. have i ever told u that my name isnt ACTUALLY jinx? i cant remember.
i mean, i still call myself jinx. but i had a different name, a name my parents gave me. it used to be powder. but i hated her. she was weak, small, screwed up a lot, couldnt do anything.
but now... i dont know. i dont hate her like i used to. but now im all mixed up, u know? some days i feel like jinx, some days i feel like powder. sometimes i WANT to be just jinx. but then sometimes i want to be JUST powder.
and then OTHER times, i wanna be them at the same time. or i want to be neither of them. its really confusing.
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and now?
i guess im still a little stuck with what i want. and who i am.
have i ever told u that my name isnt ACTUALLY jinx? i cant remember.
i mean, i still call myself jinx. but i had a different name, a name my parents gave me. it used to be powder. but i hated her. she was weak, small, screwed up a lot, couldnt do anything.
but now... i dont know. i dont hate her like i used to. but now im all mixed up, u know? some days i feel like jinx, some days i feel like powder. sometimes i WANT to be just jinx. but then sometimes i want to be JUST powder.
and then OTHER times, i wanna be them at the same time. or i want to be neither of them. its really confusing.